WALKIN IN A PATTERN

Walking in a pattern

Trying to figure out who I am?

and where I stand?

I push myself everyday to be the best

but I realize that I don't fit in with the rest.

I'm weird, I'm different, but this is the way I'm living. 

I can't change me, I can't change my actions, I can only be me.

Walking in a pattern 

with my head raised high, trying to figure out will I make it. 

Love I haven't found, but I can't be a re-bound.

Walking in a pattern

trying to stay focus, and hoping that people notice.

FIGHTING FOR LOVE

No Matter how much I try I always fight my love for somebody! I never open up to people because I'm afraid of getting hurt. I may have a lot of friends, but its hard for me to trust people. I never express how I feel about people because I'm afraid that I will lose them. I sit and write this because I know that I'm not the only person that fights for Love. We all need somebody to love us, but we have to figure out how much do they really love us. ARE YOU FIGHTING FOR LOVE?

THE BALANCE OF LIFE

Hello Everyone I am officially back to blogging every week, I've been super busy since my last post. School is finally coming to a end and I am totally excited. In my blogs coming up I will talk about many different experiences and how I balance my life. This summer I plan on staying busy, and try to get that mula! So thanks for tuning in and many different blogs are coming soon!!




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WHAT HAVE I'VE BEEN UP TO?

Hello, all my old friends who checked out my blogspot last year. I've been really, really busy for the past 3 months. I've been doing a lot more music, school, work etc. My life has been better then great. I will keep you guys updated more often. Make sure you guys still support. I will try to make a blog every SUNDAY!!!! ALSO TODAY IS SUPER BOWL SUNDAY, SO I'M CHILLIN WATCHING THE GAME RIGHT NOW,,THIS IS MY FIRST ACTUALLY SITTING DOWN AND WATCHING IT,,,SO GO SAINTS POW POW POW!!! OJ DA JUICEGIRL MUCH LOVE MWAAHH

I'M TRUELY THANKFUL

GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH SO MUCH,,I'M TRUELY THANKFUL AND HAPPY TO BE IN THIS WORLD TODAY. HE HAS BLESSED ME WITH TALENT, MY MOTHER AND HAS PROVIDED ME WITH MANY THINGS! I'M TRUELY TRUELY THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL! I PRAY EVERY NIGHT AND I BELIEVE MY PRAYERS WILL COME TRUE. I LOVE GOD! I LOVE THIS LADY RIGHT HERE,,MY MOTHER,,SHE'S MY EVERYTHING FOR REAL!! PLEASE LOVE YOUR PARENTS BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT REALLY LOVES YOU!

MY RIDE OR DIE

Today has been a wonderful day, so much has happen today, but GOOD STUFF!! I would like to give a special shout-out to TIFFANI A.K.A DEDE A.K.A BARBIE!!!!! I love this girl manye,,SHE ALWAYS GOT MY BACK I CALL HER MY RIDE OR DIE/MOTHER/SISTER She's always there for me no matter what. People are always saying stuff about us and she's like one of back bones! I can talk to her about anything and everything. I swear we are freaking twins. I knew she was MY RIDE OR DIE EVER SINCE THAT "ONE DAY",,,MANYE WE HAD EACH OTHERS BACK. I'm writing this while she's on her way to my house right now,,!! But despise what people have to say about her----SHE'S ALWAYS A GOOD FRIEND, SHE WILL DO FOR YOU BEFORE SHE DOES FOR HERSELF,,AND SHE ALWAYS KEEPS A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND YOU KNOW WHAT LIKE WE SAY PEOPLE ARE JUST "JEALOUS AND MAD THAT WE ARE BLUNT AND WE DON'T HOLD OUR TONGUE FOR NOBODY" ---MY RIDE OR DIE DEDE

FIRST OF NOVEMBER

FIRST OF NOVEMBER

This is the first of November,,which means my BIRTHDAY MONTH, I'm so excited and can't wait to let things go from the past! This has been a crazy year, and I'm glad everything happen this year. I have grown into a young WOMAN,and I'm Happy. I Love everybody and I thank GOD everyday for being on this earth, HE IS TRUELY GOOD, and everyday this month I will make a blog and tell you guys how my day is going. Today is a wondeful day just sitting back in my p'js, listening to music and thinking about a lot of stuff and a lot of people. I'm so happy that the first of the month is on a Sunday,,,this is God's day and I hope everybody has thanked him for waking you up this morning. Well I love you guys and countdown until my birthday 17 MORE DAYS BLEEDAT!!! MUCH MULA A.K.A LOVE